I was bad yesterday & drank way over the limit despite knowing I had to drive home. My logic was that home was merely down the street, a short 3 minute drive away. That to me meant I could rest for a couple of hours to sober up & make my way home. My darlings were so sweet to over me their beds while they slept on the dingy couch. My parents would not have let up about it if I did, so I had to do the responsible (not quite) thing and head home. My eyes were bloodshot & dad woke up to find me. I had to avert my eyes so he wouldn't see how wasted I was. Close call.

The influence of alcohol is quite strange, to the point it can bring out sides of people that you'd only see after they've had tonnes of alcohol in the body system. They become totally different people that seems almost quite freaky if you think about it. A quite and reserved person becomes the centre of attraction, guys have more guts to flirt and pick girls up, non-smokers become smokers, the list just goes on.

It almost amazes me because I always know what I'm doing no matter how tipsy I am. I admit if you so much as push me with the tip of your finger I'd be totally unstable, but I'm still very much conscious of my surroundings and actions. I seriously wonder what it would be like to lose myself after a large consumption of alcohol (without the horrible feeling). To transform into someone else, let my alter ego loose perhaps?

The worrying thing though, is for girls who stumble all over the place, fall on glasses and break them, and unknowingly head home with some guy and wake up not remembering what took place the night before. Worse still is if you add drugs to it.

Unshakable thoughts that persist in my mind, on the people under the influence of alcohol. Is it really worth it?