When the world makes no sense, this is my solace. It is where I hide and my alter-ego comes to play. The words they flow through my fingers, the emotions show through my photographs, and the blog says it all. It is completely random, I am completely random. I like to laugh when people fall, not because they are hurt, but because I find their expression of shock so sincere that it cannot me faked, somehow that makes it extremely humourous in my warped mind. I laugh when others don't, because of an image in my mind I conjured up makes me laugh - but no one sees the joke. I am the sort of person who laughs for another 10 minutes after a joke has been told.
2009 Copyright living in a facade
Life is beautiful, as beautiful as you are. Tears fall but as they fall you grow stronger. As we get older and we see more, we learn more perspectives than we had before and that's what makes it seem tiresome. We think of an action and its consequences, which makes things tiresome. But it means we're thinking for others and not just ourselves.
Don't have second thoughts about my friendship with you, I don't need you to be around to have the right to say what's on your mind. You are always welcome by me.
You were right when you said that I'm stubborn but have I ever been anything but? I thought I could let go of Gary and I did try with many steps. But you know what's funny? Fate thinks otherwise. I've met about enough guys who are interested in me to let me choose anyone but Gary. Only it never seems right and no matter how wrong things are with Gary, they always seem right. It's crazy. Life is bigger than you and me, for once I can't control my fate or destiny and if I could walk away, I would have done it in the first 3 years we were together. I tried so many times but it never worked for me, damn if I know why. And so they call it love...
Miss ya fabulous girl.
Love,
D