The oddity of the human behaviour continues to puzzle me without fail. Different characteristics, personalities, attitudes and of course, the quirks. I've met people from all walks of life, those I get along well with, those who make me clench my teeth and swallow nasty comments, and those who are simply in between. You know the kind I'm talking about, the ones who sometimes you have to smirk off because what they say or do is just so damn weird. They're bi-polar almost. Geddit?

It's like a man with who has a big ego and has to put up a macho, manly facade, seemingly cool and suave even though its completely unnecessary and pointless. Erm. That made sense as a thought in my head. Whatever.

What I don't get is why people have to act all different especially when they meet a person of the other sex. They become this other person that's unrecognisable to friends...girls get giggly, guys act cool. Do people feel like they always have to impress? As a society now that stereotypes everything, are we so afraid of being judged because of our own judgements of others? In my opinion, I believe its just a matter of us judging ourselves.

It irks me when a friend presents themselves to be not as who they are, but who they want me to see. They think so carefully before speaking and hold themselves back to the point of discomfort. The way I see it, you are who you are and no matter how hard you try to hide it, it will always come out in the end. We're not all stupid.

I sit around and I observe - its a habit, don't ask me where it came from. But you'd be surprised as to how much things you learn about human behaviour. When in a group, I'm always the quietest cuz i can't be bothered to raise my voice to speak above the rest. Its more pleasant to sit back and listen. Tells you a lot about an individual. Interesting really.

But what can I say, people are they way they are, as they have been for a long time. Certains things are just perplexing.

Sad Poem
Tomorrow Holds© By April Lane
Tomorrow Holds a dream that never can be reached,
One more day to this thus day. a ransomed destiny.
Tomorrow holds a light that shines internally,
A light that is determined by what's inside of me.
Tomorrow holds a shield protecting lasting love
But when released from on this EarthBecomes a parting dove
Tomorrow holds a key; a solution to pursue
A journey often treaded for the benefit of you.
Tomorrow holds a meaning; a meaning to fulfill
A thread of dedication lost behind a broken shield.
Tomorrow holds a silence that stands throughout the night
A passion fallen low to keep the embers burning bright.
But today holds Salvation, a Savior to believe
A broken heart was deeply pained, but now has set me free.