The sun was finally out today, we finally see the few signs of Spring that is a few days late. Still pretty much feels like winter, we're all hoping the weather is changing for the better. We "Culture girls" went to watch a play yesterday, totally hilarious although most of the jokes were British humour. Made me feel dumb when everyone was laughing and I wasn't. Went to the Hip-E Club after that, free entrance and got a VIP chop to get in. It was good until we kinda figured out it was a gay bar, or bisexual, whatever you wanna call it.

There were guys standing around us (5 girls) looking at us, but funnily not hitting on us. That kinda let us in on the place we were in, dykes and all. Its quite depressing when we saw a really hot guy who turns out to be gay. Damn. Ok i know i sound a lil ditsy and bimbotic right now, bare with me. Woke up early to go get groceries for Sunday Brunch, quite a big hit. All the food was wiped out, and Ramone the birthday boy was very appreciative. -phew- Hit the beach after and now its time for studies. damn. gotta get into the mood. Its not coming anytime soon.

A friend ask me a question that really hit me hard, "Is it better to know or is it better not to know?" When you feel like life suddenly has no meaning, and you know when your time is up, would you rather know? The heart-wrenching details could eat you from inside, yet its too difficult to live in obliviance. Would you spend whatever time you have left enjoying your life, or wallowing in self-pity? Its a hard question, and its showed me how blessed I am to have the life i'm leading.

All my problems suddenly seem so minute compared to the people I've met. My parents pay for my school fees, I live rent free, give me allowance...life is a breeze other than having to study my ass off. I guess most of us from Singapore actually have it pretty good. We're sheltered, we're protected and provided for. Most of us at least. Shouldn't we just be content and count our blessings, rather than blame in home human nature that we're never completely satisfied?